Kimimaru: aw
Kimimaru: hmm, gidget, tingin ko, iwasan mo rin muna xa
Fauchelevent: hmmm...bakit naman?
Kimimaru: napapagod k n?
Fauchelevent: er...matagal na...
Kimimaru: u nga e
Fauchelevent: ewan ko ba
Fauchelevent: kahit anong pagod di ko pa rin magawang tumigil talaga
Kimimaru: hmm, tingin ko tlga, i-execute mo na ung binalak mo nung isang araw
Fauchelevent: haaay...
Fauchelevent: naiiyak ako...
Kimimaru: kelangan tlga......
Kimimaru: gidget, wag k n umiyak, pagod k na

Pagod ka na.

I've been awfully tired for ages now...but still I keep holding on.

Should I let go?

It's excruciating - I can't - it hurts like hell.

But everything's a blur now.

I can't - it's torture to try throwing it all away.

He's everywhere - there's no second you slipped out of my mind.

"We both changed. I'm becoming very hard on you now."

Ayoko pa.

I can't.

Kimimaru shared this to me:

No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance,
it is by WORK.And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.
And no
one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.

Really?

If it is really by choice then...

why am I still stuck?

I can't. Please. Ayoko pa.

I remembered...that was January 4, 2006. Fauchelevent was in tears and Jixer was staring at the ground. Fauchelevent pleaded - not an ounce of pride and dignity left - she pleaded.

"Stop. Please. Don't do this. Maawa ka sa akin."

I could see this - will it happen again?

Kimimaru: gidget, di k nmn mag-fofall out of love, magpapahinga k lng...

Is that even possible?

At this time that I miss you so much?