Wednesday, January 03, 2007

phantasmagoria of emotions

"Pain is better than confusion."
"Hatred swallows a part of your soul - pride devours the rest."
"When you stop tears from coming out, it takes a lot more tears to conceal them again."
"Just when you thought of stopping yourself, you find that it never ends. You just keep coming back and back for more."
"The more it gets inhibited - the more it persists."
"It all gets to the point that you just have to give until there is nothing left for yourself - but you just keep on giving...and giving...and everything has been unhealthy but your addiction to his soul just takes over you like an indomitable power."
"What will you do if the collision of love and hate gives you a choice in the expense of your pride? Will you take it - or just run away?...
like you always do?
like you always do?
like you always do?
like you always do?
"Saying "sorry" is not yielding to power - it's just saying that you care even at the least. "
That's the only thing I want to hear from you.
To end all of this.
Is that hard?
Will it kill you to even let your walls drop and stop ignoring me?
Will it kill you to let go of your pride?
or will you just pretend to hear nothing? to be oblivious to everything except yourself?
Don't make me hate you again, please.
I've had enough of this hurt.
~Adieu~
Placido Mallari Penitente

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